i have to take a break
things in karaland have gone horribly awry. i've not known this level of stress/fear/crying for quite some time. i'll take any change/happy/things-are-going-to-be-alright vibes to be spared by you, dear friends! AND THE BIGGEST of thank you's infinity to pam, melissa and sicily sue for helping me - with words, advice, and comfort.i've always been such a believer that the universe 'does what it do' and it always works out for the best - that just in the nick of time, something always magically appears to set all well. i'm shaken to my core that i'm slowly losing that faith. me no like it. i'm working on it. i wish i could see the grand plan. i wish i could take my own advice of "you'll look back on this time in 5 years and say, OH! that's why all of that happened!" it hurts that i can't this time. i'm simply too drained to write anything of substance.
i'll be around, reading ya'all to maintain a sense of normalcy in the chaos. i just wanted to tell youse what was up, in case i don't post for awhile...
i shall return. you can't keep this kid down for long.
xoxoxoxo
kara
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